“PORTMANTEAU”

“A SHEBTASTIC DAY”

“PORTMANTEAU”

“FIND YOURS”

BY SHEB SCHEBELLA

I was driving home from Rhinelander tonight as I was helping a friend collect a fridge and a new stove he had purchased when all of a sudden a beautiful Bald eagle glided slowly in front of the truck. It was as if it all went to slow motion as the eagle turned his head and stared me directly into the eyes, he then slowly did a semi graceful roll flapped his wings and was gone. The image was beautiful and will last in my memories for many moons to come. There are so many more wonderful things that transpire in life by mere happenstance than dark events which seem to be noticed more many times and have deeper impacts in many lives. I have through the years learned to condition my self to appreciate fleeting moments in my life that bring unadulterated joy deep within me and to hold onto these moments much longer than the actual event. It has been the only successful way I have found to blanket my self in a golden light when those dark grey evil clouds seem to find themselves lingering over me casting an overwhelming depression at times. The world can be an awfully cruel place to those that are governed by destiny and in truth would have to strip someone of there free will should they adhere to the rules that go along with believing in destiny. My findings however have no bases more reliable than my own meandering experiences. Many believe that they are put on this planet for a purpose, I don’t believe that either. I believe we have to find many reasons and many purposes we can serve for belonging. It is then that we find the quality of our lives improving regardless of the obstacles that tend to disrupt our path to self-realization. Many people are delusional about what purpose they should serve as if it should be monumental in biblical proportion. For the most of us we will really never know how many lives we have affected by positive or negative influence, but we can become more aware and learn to harness and translate the energy around us and within our selves. I have found though that if you teach yourself to some degree to have an eye for uncommon beauty and learn to listen with your heart then you will see miracles everyday transform before your eyes, because simply stated Life is a miracle. Life is made up of energy which each of us share with others and the universe and when we begin to realize this and learn how to focus our needs and true desires while being receptive to the needs and desires of other humans and brilliant creatures with whose circles we share, we will discover a true balance followed by many harmonies events. Learn to tap into the wonderful abundance of resources within yourself and SHINE…..