I AM JUST UMMM

“I AM JUST UMMM”

BY SHEB SCHEBELLA

I think I will just stop right here and rest a spell. I think I will just sit quietly and observe the lonely behavior of others. Listen to the ill-informed try to dangle coercion and sabotage. It amazes me the length people go to crush another. It amazes me how one can rip another apart. It amazes me how one could be a coward. It enchants me that I am not the same. I was born to bounce, to dust off, to roll my eyes with a cheeky smirk. I care very little about what many people seem to think is important. I like Gummy Bears; I become concerned when my stash gets low. It bothers me when people lack commitment toward something they feel brings joy into there life. I never understood why people enjoy dissecting the movements of another as to allow them selves to feel internally superior. Personally I find most people boring and poorly educated. I can’t stand to be around text book minds. People like to boast that there naive, it’s a comfortable way for them I suppose to say that they have no interest in finding anything out for themselves, that there comfortable with a credulous life. I suppose it is fine to be credulous maybe it’s a blessing as much as I find it to be a curse. Well I don’t know what people hope to score by playing it safe. Personally I just assume getting drug through the mud for a mile wearing my best Pat Boone shoes is better then not going anywhere, at least I still have a good story to tell at the end of the day to who is ever willing to listen. I enjoy how people say “let me save you a lot of heart ache.” or “Let me till you right now, you’re going to regret it.” And perhaps “That person is no good for you.” These people, these supernatural soothsayers can only predict the ides of march only simply because that the are most likely in on the ambush, and if they are not then to bad because that would have made a good story. One thing these people can’t tell you is that they can’t tell you who you will be happy with you.